her strength is her mask

Thursday, May 25, 2006

haix. read jar's blog bout the band concert thingy. e 1 which i din go. hmm, sry.

cried in class. i think i was jus too sensative. sry alwyn, lol. im ok. =) aft he said tt, i was thinkin bout fio. she is so slim. perfect figure. i jus feel so fat. ya i m. ray said it too today. hmm. christine said tt shd try to diet for straight 3 mths. ok i've decided.

to not:
drink bubble tea*
eat tou hui*
eat mentos*
drink soft drinks*

to:
drink ONLY plain water*
try to eat porridge most of the time(least oil as compared to other stuffs sold in e cafe)*

i'll try to stick to tt first. c if can "survive" for 3 mths.

wish mi luck!!

i wan the perfect body..

tmr's dar's birthday.. haix but got dance til 6 ++ then.. haix. then at night go club at sum place w him n his frens but then i got dance on saturday morn. gonna b damn tired. actually i really wanted to celebrate his birthday w only the 2 of us. but he.. aft all im not his world. im only a gf to him. i understand. but 1 thing is for sure, he is my universe.

crude words r not meant to b for gf(or bf).. vulgarities do not exist in my dictionary. ya, n i agree im STUPID by try'in to find sum excuse to go w u tmr. do u expect mi to say to my mum: "im gonna go clubbin w dar, u hav no rite to say 'NO' ." i m jus tryin to make u happy.

wat do u prefer to do on ur birthday:
1. go celebrate it w my bf/gf ONLY.
2. go clubbin w frens, cos my bf/gf cant stay til too late so might as well ask him/her to stay at hm.
3. try to find sum way to make it easy for my bf/gf to meet mi, so tt he/she can go hm early to rest.
4. break up w my bf/gf

i dun need u to do no. 3 cos no. 1 is gd enough. but then, no.2 was 1 of ur options until i called. hope no.4 wont come.

i heart u. wil u heart mi back?

luvin Dar