her strength is her mask

Saturday, June 03, 2006

oh my gosh!! i feel so guilty eating pastamania today!! argh. how bout my diet. in e end when i reached home, vomited everything out, e creamy chick all came out. yeew~ i wanna hav a perfect body, cos fio is slim n pretty. i cnt lose to her. hate it. havin a bad headache at e moment.

was so funny, we went bishan, as in mi, lyn n manda. then aft manda left, mi n lyn jus walked around. lol. so sian. then a guy came to ask for number. so weird. but i kinda wanna pierce my lip, cos tt guy had tt pierce'in. so cool. ha. but i normally pierce when i feel irritated or mayb fan ba. cos if i do, i'll b more occupied rather than sittin at hm doing nth.

mum cried ytd, i dunno y, at first i thought tt she quarrelled w dad. but only tis aft nn when kor called to tell mi tt is was bout jiejie. haix. same old problem. i can understand y mummy thinks so. i'll do e same if my daughter is like jiejie. haix. mayb jie shd get married to some1 her standard n not sum1 worst off than her by millions.. blah. even thou i may say tis now. if i were jie, i'll also choose hu i love . omg. so COMPLICATED.

hmm, sumthin incised my cardiac organ. freakin painful. izzit true tt if i love him, im supposed to let him go n find his happiness tt he wans? but if it really is e case, wont it b excruciating for mi? i m willing to do anything, jus for him to b happy, tt's if he really dn love mi. i'll keep on waitin, i believe in miracles.

broadway is so cool, it's e finale item for rapture con tis year!! b sure to watch!!

charissa has a bf! congrats. thou it been sum time already. =)

luvin Dar